Blog:Question regarding my watching decisions

Okay for the last few years, I've been watching a lot of movies both on the internet as well on DVD (mainly from the library) as a means of studying as I want to be a writer, director and producer for film and television, both live-action and animated. I'm doing this because I want to make sure that I'm absolutely ready and get the necessary resources required for my road to success as I'm genuinely interested and committed into actually working in the field unlike 03bgood. I really want to be original and put something brand new to the table; something avant-garde. This is why I visit many of the good and bad pop culture wikis on Miraheze to help me understand the dos and don'ts to film and television making. However, it causes me to not be interested in other things such as chores, meals, volunteer work I have and university (where managed to pass TPP with a C on my fourth attempt and would be starting my course early next year). Also, I'm really obsessive compulsive (not saying I have OCD but is a commodity of high functioning autism, which I have) and a total control freak. This coupled with the fact I'm 21 (which is arguably regarded as the first true age of adulthood or 20 based on changes to your mental state) caused me to become deranged and only caring about this right now. I mean there is like still thousands of movies I really want to watch. I even want to watch the bad ones for the sole purpose of referencing. I also want to watch hundreds to thousands of TV shows, commercials and music videos as well as listening to songs and playing video games (despite having minimal gaming experience and not having any games or consoles). I really want to save anime (older anime specifically) for last because of it's visuals that I find enchanting and therefore see it as like my own personal reward as well as TV shows I saw on ABC (that's Australian Broadcasting Corporation) and some other channels (both broadcast and pay) from my youth. I also want to watch the latter shows after going through movies and TV shows that I believe are referenced in them so I can play spot the reference and figure out the things I didn't notice before. I mean the same applies for recent popular shows I haven't seen yet. I want to watch Eerie, Indiana, Disney movies and cartoons, anime and The Twilight Zone before watching Gravity Falls, I want to watch anime and previous Cartoon Network shows before watching Steven Universe and I want to watch Sailor Moon, Oh My Goddess!, Urusei Yatsura and other anime possibly referenced before watching Star vs. the Forces of Evil. I will freak out if there is a movie that is too long (such as the documentary Shoah which lasts a whopping 9 hours) and TV shows with too many episodes with long runtimes (such as Star Trek; I especially want to see the Original Series, The Next Generation, Deep Space Nine and Enterprise) because given the amount I have to go through, I'm really impatient as I want to move on from one thing to the next within a short of period of time. Also, I plan on watching movies from 2018 that are critically acclaimed and through my desire done with a strict schedule where I would save Incredibles 2 for third last, Ralph Breaks the Internet for second last and Spider-Man in the Spider-Verse for last again since I'm an animation fan with visuals that interest me big time as my own personal reward because of this. Here are the films on the list I want to go through.

1. A Boy Called Sailboat 2. A Cambodian Spring 3. Apostasy 4. A Private War 5. Assassination Nation 6. Avengers: Infinity War 7. Bad Times at the El Royale 8. Beast 9. Beautiful Boy 10. Ben is Back 11. Blindspotting 12. Blockers 13. Border 14. Bumblebee 15. Capernaum 16. Cold War 17. Creed II 18. Deadpool 2 19. Destroyer 20. Dogman 21. Don't Worry, He Won't Get Far on Foot 22. Double Lover 23. Dumplin' 24. Early Man 25. Eighth Grade 26. Fantastic Beasts: The Crimes of Grindelwald 27. Game Night 28. Gemini 29. Girl 30. Goosebumps 2: Haunted Halloween 31. Halloween (2018 film) 32. Hereditary 33. Hotel Transylvania 3 34. The House With a Clock in Its Wall 35. I Feel Pretty 36. Incredibles 2 37. Johnny English Strikes Again 38. Juliet, Naked 39. Lean on Pete 40. Mamma Mia! Here We Go Again 41. Mary Queen of Scots (2018 film) 42. McQueen (2018 film) 43. The Mule 44. Never Look Away 45. The Nutcracker and the Four Realms 46. Of Fathers and Sons 47. Overlord 48. Papillon (2018 film) 49. Pili 50. Ralph Breaks the Internet 51. Rampage 52. Ray & Liz 53. Sgt. Stubby: An American Hero 54. Sicario: Day of the Soldado 55. Smallfoot 56. Spider-Man: Into the Spider-Verse 57. Stan & Ollie 58. Super Troopers 2 59. Suspiria (2018 film) 60. Teen Titans! Go to the Movies 61. The Guilty 62. The Happy Prince 63. The House That Jack Built (2018 film) 64. Three Identical Strangers 65. The Sisters Brothers 66. The World Before Your Feet 67. They Shall Not Grow Old 68. Unsane 69. Won't You Be My Neighbor? 70. You Were Never Really Here

Right now, I'm feeling really shitty because I'm trying to watch Cold War on FMovies, yet it keeps freezing and pausing randomly thus hindering my goal. I don't know if this is because I have too many cookies for my hard drive is full. I don't know if there any other website that is free, has a subtitles function the actually works and has little to no freezing and random pauses. Here is another a list of films that are predecessors, set in the same universe, remmakes, reboots and those made by the same company for films on the list above I also want to go through.

1. Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows - Part 1 2. Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows - Part 2 3. Mary, Queen of Scots (1971 film) 4. Papillon (1973 film) 5. Creed 6. Mamma Mia! 7. Johnny English 8. Johnny English Reborn 9. The Incredible Hulk 10. Captain America: The First Avenger 11. Thor: The Dark World 12. Captain America: The Winter Soldier 13. Avengers: Age of Ultron 14. X2 15. X-Men: The Last Stand 16. X-Men Origins: Wolverine 17. X-Men: First Class 18. The Wolverine 19. X-Men: Days of Future Past 20. Home on the Range 21. Winnie the Pooh (2011 film) 22. Big Hero 6 23. Monsters University 24. The Good Dinosaur 25. The Pirates! In an Adventure with Scientists! 26. Hotel Transylvania 27. Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs 2 28. Hotel Transylvania 2 29. Goosebumps 30. The Book of Life 31. Captain America: Civil War 32. Deadpool 33. Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them 34. Finding Dory 35. X-Men: Apocalypse 36. Coco 37. Guardians of the Galaxy Vol. 2 38. Logan 39. Smurfs: The Lost Village 40. Spider-Man: Homecoming 41. The Emoji Movie (yes I do want to see it out of Bile Fascination as I'm daring myself to watch it) 42. Thor: Ragnorak

I have more to say but right now that's enough I don't to cram all of it in. No spoilers please or I'll go batshit insane.